I wanted to make artwork to a number of my past poems
but I stopped that project.
I am too afraid of it.
I am overwhelmed.
I don't know how to make it work.
I have no guidance
and no support.
I feel like it's a waste of my time.
I like to write the poems
but if they are implemented into a larger plan,
I stop and a stare
like a deer caught in the headlights.
I just leave my body and hide.
I can't do anything.
Not with this attitude I can't.