Sunday, May 19, 2013

Changes in Thoughts

Ever since I lost many friends from college,
moved back home, been lonely, and yeah
just having no life altogether...
I have become terribly bitter.
Friendship and what does it mean to be a friend?
What do I want my new (if I do get friends) friendships to be like?
On one hand; I just don't want anyone, but then I do.
I get to lazy, lonesome, sad, scared, apathetic, and depressed,
then I get stuck on self loathing.
What did I do to deserve this?
Where did I go wrong?
Okay so now I just hate everyone.
I don't really want to be this way.

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