Attractive boy with curlier hair then I
why do you not give an answer
as to why we date?
A year seems so long
and our love is surely true,
but an answer never comes from you.
I want to interrupt my mind for over thinking
because I know I hate myself
it is plain and simple I'll tell you
that I think about death and dyeing way too much
it is all around here in life even if it's hidden.
I see roadkill and my mind debates if I should have myself
run off the edge of a bridge.
A new month has just begun
will we still have fun?
I guess we'll have fun
when I decide to start living.